Ms.AS

I made a stupid mistake. It turned my life so difficult to handle. All I have right now is myself. I miss those days when I can still pamper myself with my time.

It was never easy when I had my relationship with Ms.AS. She crushed my life. I have no idea that she can manipulate me with her demanding ways. I know somehow she loved me but I can assure you I loved her more. Simply by giving her everything that I can. Its unfair, like what was I thinking. I completely forgot myself. I am not blaming anyone or asking anything in return. When she told me that this relationship is a big mistake I felt nothing. I was filled with anger and hatred. I know that time I am dead physicaly wounded and mentaly abused. All the words that came out of her mouth are abusive and full of curses. I was sitting in the corner covering myself with my arms to protect my head from being hit. I felt so lifeless at that moment all I can hear is her hand slapping my face and her feet kicking me. I stood up so I can gasp some air bacause I cant hardly breath. I thought she had enough hitting me but I was wrong. She held my hair pulled it and smashed my face on the edge of the bed. I finally saw the stars I knew that i was in heaven. I don't want to open my eyes but I did. I saw her angry face and I know that she can kill me. I told her to stop because she kept hitting me. She stopped and sat on the bed. I was lying on the floor. I knew that she was just regaining her strenght. I finally had a chance to escape. I grabbed my wallet and walked out the door. I called my friends for them to help me. Finally one of them responded to my text. I went to my friends house. When I got there she was shocked because I never knew that my face is bleeding. I rode a jeepney to get to her place but I didn't notice that I was bleeding. She hugged me and told me what did she done to me. I never told her a thing I just cried and felt secured with her arms.

Now, I am finally free and still hunted by Ms.AS.