Pain of loving

Love hurts not one's not even twice. I hate it! So much hurt so much pain but it takes a while to regain. I beg and plead for a second chance but nothing happened. You must be so confident enough to do this to me. It just so happened that I love you so much and the hell I care if I look stupid in front of my friends. I may not show you how much I care but I know you can feel it somehow. You should have known me better because I'm loving you the way no one ever loved you before. You stopped caring and loving me I can feel it since the we started this relationship. Now I fell in to your curse of love so useless and worst you made me feel worthless. I just hope you'll be happy and contented this time. I can't play your game no more. You had enough of my love and care. I shared to you my life now I'm beginning to stand on where I fell. Just for a fact my brain is bigger than my boobs.