Work

Finally I passed my interview. It was not that hard but I am really nervous. I was like shaking and almost lost my voice. tomorrow is a big day for me. I will be having my training I just hope I won't be eliminated. I have waited for so long to have this kind of opportunity. Never in my entire life happened something like this. I know that I'm a very hard working person.

Pain of loving

Love hurts not one's not even twice. I hate it! So much hurt so much pain but it takes a while to regain. I beg and plead for a second chance but nothing happened. You must be so confident enough to do this to me. It just so happened that I love you so much and the hell I care if I look stupid in front of my friends. I may not show you how much I care but I know you can feel it somehow. You should have known me better because I'm loving you the way no one ever loved you before. You stopped caring and loving me I can feel it since the we started this relationship. Now I fell in to your curse of love so useless and worst you made me feel worthless. I just hope you'll be happy and contented this time. I can't play your game no more. You had enough of my love and care. I shared to you my life now I'm beginning to stand on where I fell. Just for a fact my brain is bigger than my boobs.

Silent killer

I am living now on my own and I'm looking for a job. It's not easy for me because I'm not used to this kind of situation. I have to be independent and responsible. How will I budget my money for one week and what are the things you really need to buy. Stress is my greatest enemy, when my body is weak I can't function well and worst I can't do the things I should be doing. It made my face more mature it looks like I'm full of worries and problems. Stress is a silent killer you will never know when will be your due date. It can be your worst nightmare because you over used your body or your mind. It can trigger illnesses and total breakdown of your body. I just hope I can manage my situation right now to avoid stress.

Nothing is permanent

Body and mind, like man and wife, do not always agree to die together.
~Charles Caleb Colton

Humans unite for what reason? some may say that they want to spend the rest of their lives together and they're soul mates. How can it be true? Is their really someone who is made for us? Well I guess but I haven't dreamed of it. You can never live alone but you can live without marriage. I am afraid of committing myself to someone I have no assurance with. But when somebody enters my heart I give my all. Their will be no regrets and you never took them for granted. Trust, honesty, understanding, acceptance and forgiveness you must have all those attitude for your relationship to work. But in the you'll end up hurting each other. Worst you want to forget every single moment you both shared together. Moving on is hard, complicated and sensitive. You want to talk to him/her but you can't because of pride. Stupidity is miles away to foolishness their will be no more chances for you because when you both meet at the end of the line it's to late. Sometimes our heart wants to fight for the that he feels but our brain protects him not to get hurt again. We want to die for a nonsense reason of having a broken heart. But in fact we just learned our lesson of being so brave to handle such relationship. So when you fall in love make sure don't let your brain fall with your heart. A heart knows something a brain cannot feel.

Reasons

“I love you because..”
by shem

I love you because you're special;
I love you because I need you;
I love you because my heart beats for you;
I love you because your never left me;
I love you because you mean the whole world to me;
I love you because you gave me reasons to live;

There are no enough reasons and right words to tell
you how much I love you;

That's what I really feel about you...

French Bread

I went to the mall to meet my friend. It's been a long time since I went out to see the outside world. I rarely go out just to meet a friend from my clan. I usually attend grand eye ball of our clan once a month. Thats the time I can mingle with them for real. Clans stays active when all of the members are active. As a member you have to send at least one group message a day. I have two clans my my first clan is Hot Extream Reloaded and the other one is Certified Anonymous Clan. HXR has 46 members CAC so it's a big responsibility. Going back to reality, my friend and I had a great time it was really fun. She has a good sense of humor. We criticize almost all the weird people that we saw. I know its not nice but the people around us are mirrors. They can see you but they don't know who you truly are. Your social self is just a part of living the complicated world of reality. Before I went home I brought two slices of my favorite french bread.

Trip to Talipapa

Win Trip to Talipapa Round Trip 20php

My friends and I we're playing monopoly last night. While we're playing Don-don suddenly said I will offer you trip to Talipapa for only 20php. The tricycle fair is 8.50php one way so it will cost 17php round trip. The remaining 3php is your pocket money you can buy anything you want. Jean said that she can buy two pieces of "tokneneng" its a orange coated quail egg. Each tokneneng cost 1.75php so if she will buy two pieces it will cost 3.50php she have to add .50php so it's not worth it. We are all laughing because we're like stupids who will waist our time on such a nonesense deal. We almost forgot we're playing monopoly. The discussion carried us out and laugh. Jean is responsible for this trip but the money left on her pocket is 20php.