Stand still

Fired but Hired
Never give up
And I learned to shut up
Just stand up whenever you fall
By that time you'll stand tall

Time can tell how much you owe
Don't let it pass
Because you can never go back to your past

Bare in mind the things you need to keep
Don't just dream whenever your asleep
Hang on, Just give HIM a call
And everything will be just fine

Limits

Why should I give you a love so perfect if your not sensitive enough to feel my pain. You have everything and I have nothing. Is it fair? Shut up! Your personality can swallow you whole. Your pulling me down instead of helping me to get up.. You know what? Just let me go and live my life the way I wanted it to be! Your not worth it..
Reason: You crossed the line...

Work

Finally I passed my interview. It was not that hard but I am really nervous. I was like shaking and almost lost my voice. tomorrow is a big day for me. I will be having my training I just hope I won't be eliminated. I have waited for so long to have this kind of opportunity. Never in my entire life happened something like this. I know that I'm a very hard working person.

Pain of loving

Love hurts not one's not even twice. I hate it! So much hurt so much pain but it takes a while to regain. I beg and plead for a second chance but nothing happened. You must be so confident enough to do this to me. It just so happened that I love you so much and the hell I care if I look stupid in front of my friends. I may not show you how much I care but I know you can feel it somehow. You should have known me better because I'm loving you the way no one ever loved you before. You stopped caring and loving me I can feel it since the we started this relationship. Now I fell in to your curse of love so useless and worst you made me feel worthless. I just hope you'll be happy and contented this time. I can't play your game no more. You had enough of my love and care. I shared to you my life now I'm beginning to stand on where I fell. Just for a fact my brain is bigger than my boobs.

Silent killer

I am living now on my own and I'm looking for a job. It's not easy for me because I'm not used to this kind of situation. I have to be independent and responsible. How will I budget my money for one week and what are the things you really need to buy. Stress is my greatest enemy, when my body is weak I can't function well and worst I can't do the things I should be doing. It made my face more mature it looks like I'm full of worries and problems. Stress is a silent killer you will never know when will be your due date. It can be your worst nightmare because you over used your body or your mind. It can trigger illnesses and total breakdown of your body. I just hope I can manage my situation right now to avoid stress.

Nothing is permanent

Body and mind, like man and wife, do not always agree to die together.
~Charles Caleb Colton

Humans unite for what reason? some may say that they want to spend the rest of their lives together and they're soul mates. How can it be true? Is their really someone who is made for us? Well I guess but I haven't dreamed of it. You can never live alone but you can live without marriage. I am afraid of committing myself to someone I have no assurance with. But when somebody enters my heart I give my all. Their will be no regrets and you never took them for granted. Trust, honesty, understanding, acceptance and forgiveness you must have all those attitude for your relationship to work. But in the you'll end up hurting each other. Worst you want to forget every single moment you both shared together. Moving on is hard, complicated and sensitive. You want to talk to him/her but you can't because of pride. Stupidity is miles away to foolishness their will be no more chances for you because when you both meet at the end of the line it's to late. Sometimes our heart wants to fight for the that he feels but our brain protects him not to get hurt again. We want to die for a nonsense reason of having a broken heart. But in fact we just learned our lesson of being so brave to handle such relationship. So when you fall in love make sure don't let your brain fall with your heart. A heart knows something a brain cannot feel.

Reasons

“I love you because..”
by shem

I love you because you're special;
I love you because I need you;
I love you because my heart beats for you;
I love you because your never left me;
I love you because you mean the whole world to me;
I love you because you gave me reasons to live;

There are no enough reasons and right words to tell
you how much I love you;

That's what I really feel about you...

French Bread

I went to the mall to meet my friend. It's been a long time since I went out to see the outside world. I rarely go out just to meet a friend from my clan. I usually attend grand eye ball of our clan once a month. Thats the time I can mingle with them for real. Clans stays active when all of the members are active. As a member you have to send at least one group message a day. I have two clans my my first clan is Hot Extream Reloaded and the other one is Certified Anonymous Clan. HXR has 46 members CAC so it's a big responsibility. Going back to reality, my friend and I had a great time it was really fun. She has a good sense of humor. We criticize almost all the weird people that we saw. I know its not nice but the people around us are mirrors. They can see you but they don't know who you truly are. Your social self is just a part of living the complicated world of reality. Before I went home I brought two slices of my favorite french bread.

Trip to Talipapa

Win Trip to Talipapa Round Trip 20php

My friends and I we're playing monopoly last night. While we're playing Don-don suddenly said I will offer you trip to Talipapa for only 20php. The tricycle fair is 8.50php one way so it will cost 17php round trip. The remaining 3php is your pocket money you can buy anything you want. Jean said that she can buy two pieces of "tokneneng" its a orange coated quail egg. Each tokneneng cost 1.75php so if she will buy two pieces it will cost 3.50php she have to add .50php so it's not worth it. We are all laughing because we're like stupids who will waist our time on such a nonesense deal. We almost forgot we're playing monopoly. The discussion carried us out and laugh. Jean is responsible for this trip but the money left on her pocket is 20php.

I don't want to get rusty

I don't want to get rusty and be placed on top of a branch as a target.


I don't want to get kicked by people who passes by.


I don't want to get thrown out in the sea.


I don't want to get tetanus for I have cut myself.


I don't want to be treated as a trash.


I don't want to be useless and taken for granted.

Shoes for big boys

Shoes for big boys are also for women. We women can wear what boys does. It's a matter of confidence and style. For me men's clothing are comfortable and easy to wear. Maybe I'm not brought up by my parents wearing clothes for ladies. My father told me that fashion is when you wear clothes your comfortable with. This shoes in the picture are given to me by my friend Jeangrey it's a vans of the wall and its oven baked so lets just say made for ragged people like me. I love outdoors and I need comfortable shoes to wear.

Where should I go?

Where is that place again?

You never told me where to go,

O r what bus I should take,

Is it right or left,

What are the landmarks?

Is that a building?

Or a simple house

with a black gate,

Is there any way I can get there?

I am passing now to a dark road,

You never said that its cold here,

I should have bought my coat,

Where are you?

Are you sure your here?

I see a street post

Am I near?

I'm scared,

I read the street post,

It says "Lost St."

Broken

“Words of love”

You and me can make it trough
We should join hands
I'll give you my vows and you'll give me yours
I promise you forever
Please take my words

All our promises
Can make us strong
I would give everything I own
To prove how much I love you
Not only in words but in the way I do
I pray to God that this is forever
The same beats of our hearts
That we will never be apart..

Foolish..

“Foolish questions of heart”
by shem

How can I?
Why can't you?
Should I or should you?
Why me?
Is it you?
Is it my fault?
Would you let me go?
Do want me to stay?
Am I stupid?
Do you think its right?
Will this work?
Hearts foolish questions
It can make your mind twisted
And open new arguments
Will it help the relationship saved
Or it will just worsen up the scenario?

Boracay Mix

Boracay mix is a mixture of two beers, gin and pineapple. It taste like pineapple juice but after you drink it that's the time you feel how hard it will kick you. My friends tried it for the first time and they went crazy after they drink it. The intense feeling of hot and superb satisfaction is in this drink. It's my special mix I learned form Shane. Every time my friends and I want to drink till we drop boracay mix is always on top of the menu. The blazzing gin that runs trough your cold troat makes you shiver and melts your icey feeling. It can unleash the real you and be sober all day long. So if you want to try it make sure your ready and confident enough to face all the consiquences it might bring you.

Green Dream

According to Martin H. Fischer we use our brains too little, and when we do, it is only to make excuses for our reflexes and our instincts. We can use our minds to imagine things we can never do. It's like dreaming I guess day dreaming is the right term.





Your body is a wonderland by Jhon Mayer

We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

And if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it

you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland

Fallen

Turning your back with your past is hard. It's not easy to forget someone you really loved before. It pulls you back feels like you're inside a box you can't go out because its tightly sealed. If only we can turn back the hands of time we can fix everything. It's said and done our past is our learned lesson.

Gravity lyrics by Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

Song for my future love

This song is for my future love for sure that this someone will like it for my love is true and sincere. I know this special love will come soon. For I will never let go and never get tired of loving.

Stick Around by Azure

How many times do I daydream
about making love to you
and take you to a special place
where it's only me and you
I'll put away all your troubles
on the other side of the world
and run my arms around ur heart
and tell u you're my girl

So let's go steal away in the night
and we'll go far away from here
to the place where our love is right
can I take you to my world

Whenever you're sad
whenever you're crying
I'll be the one who wipes away your tears
whenever you call
whenever you need me
I'll be the one who runs to you
giving my love
well you know how much I love you
so you better not let me down
I'm not asking for too much baby
just stick around

A quiet day in the country
or a rainy night in my room
we'll hide away under my sheets
after the morning comes too soon
an afternoon in your eyes
or a lifetime in your heart
forever just stay long enough
but it leads to take a start

falling deeper in love with you
will you be there to catch me girl
are you falling deep with me too
can I keep you in my world

Whenever you're sad
whenever you're crying
I'll be the one who wipes away your tears
whenever you call
whenever you need me
I'll be the one who runs to you
giving my love
well you know how much I love you
so you better not let me down
I'm not asking for too much baby
just stick around

forever... forever
oh would you come on baby
let's go steal away in the night
and we'll go far away from here
to the place where our love is right
oooh coz

Whenever you're sad
whenever you're crying
I'll be the one who wipes away your tears
whenever you call
whenever you need me
I'll be the one who runs to you
giving my love
well you know how much I love you
so you better not let me down
I'm not asking for too much baby
just stick around

forever... forever

This month will be the songs of my life

Samson is a very powerful and strong man but his weakness is his long hair. Like us we have weaknesses but we want it to be unwritten and unknown by others. They might take advantage of it if they know it. But when you meet your sweetest downfall, solid will change into liquid and sooner or later it will turn into gas.





Samson by Regina Spektor

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
The bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first , I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But there just soft light, there just soft light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
He told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
and kissed me till the morning light, the morning light
and he kissed me till the morning light

Samson came back to bed
not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

Farewell Song for 24

The day you said goodbye is the day you made me realize it's over. You left without even closing the door and worst you left the keys. The key of my heart you never locked it for you stay inside. The memories flew with the breeze of summer. People come and go and always leave marks on our lives.



Far Away lyrics
by Nickleback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Loving Annabelle

I just want to share this song to all of you. This song is from the movie Loving Annabelle and it is one of my favorite movie. It's a good story and has great casting. The lyrics is so touchy and sincere.



All Over Me Lyrics by Lindsay Harper

In the space between what’s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you.
All your fortresses go down in the night.
To the dawn I’ll see you through.

‘Cause I know, that you know,
You’re all over me now.
And it’s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.

But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

The answers aren’t so easy to find,
The questions will have to do.
‘Cause I’ve lost myself deep in your life,
My only fix is you.

‘Cause I know, that you know,
You’re all over me now.
And it’s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.

But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

Saying what I am, what we are,
It’s a start towards the truth.
Taking my breath with each day,
All I can stand in my heart it’s you.

In the space between what’s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you…

Open up

It will take a lot of courage to open up someones life. To unleash the inner being and digging the abbeys of his/her virtues in life. You cannot turbo shot a beer without even breathing. Every step of life's journey is a matter of being who you are and what you had been trough.
You will never get empty and be moderately drunk by the people that surrounds you.

Pinoy Big Brother

The most famous house in the Philippines is "Big Brother's House" a.k.a "Bahay ni Kuya". Its a reality sitcom for real people with real attitude and the winner will be chosen by Filipinos. We are at gerry's grill that time we're celebrating Gigi's graduation party when my cousin's wanted to go at big brother's nearby. We went their and took pictures then suddenly it rained me we ran back to Gerry's soaking wet and it's all because of this shot.

+Parisukat+

"Parisukat" tagalog term of square. It has four sides and four corners. Every corner and sides has different stories. It's everybody's shape. A screen of life which can be seen by your own eyes only. Corners represent your dark secrets and simply your stop over to go to the other side of the corner. A journey that can never be forgotten or rather a path you must take and never regret. What you see now in the picture is me and as you can see I'm smilling. But behind that smile sufferings and pain are within me. I almost suffer emotional fatigue because I can't stop thinking about my problems in my life. My heart is numb due to much pain it felt on my past relationship. And here comes now my family who keeps me pressured on what should I do in my messy life. I rather stay in the middle than get bump again to another corner which happens to be my lowest time. But I have to live my life and I know those corners will help me more stronger.

Getting Started

Surfing the net is one of my hobbies. It gives me additional knowledge and keeps me updated to general info's. I read a lots of blogs of my friends. It's my turn now to show my social self and my private self. As I take my journey of my simple life and yet complicated. I will share to all of you my thoughts, myself and the road I have been through. Just go ahead and leave, you left your footprints in my heart.

Shemzy

I'm a complicated person who stays inside my room. A loner who needs security but numb enough to take all the pain. I've been rejected to the world I should be living. Full of hatred but I learned to forgive. For my past will remain as my shadow who never left by back. Whenever I was given a chance to do the things I like I just do it like theirs no tomorrow. Trying new things is just a hobby that will take time to be done. I may have a trashed life but deep within I still have my dreams.
For as long as I have my family and friends who never fails to guide and makes me happy. I will be harder than a rock and unbeatable hero. Life is fun and I don't want to end my life with a big bloody stupid cut.